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- November 30, 2011 at 5:49 pm #380728
I hate going out clubbing and feel sick thinking that i have to? im too ugly.?
i am 18 and im too ugly to go out clubbing.
i hate the whole drinking scene.
im ridiculus looking. im a girl and i am 6 foot.
people laugh at me and tease me and call me names. i barely even left my house for a while.
i dont wear heels, im too tall.
i dont wear dresses cause i have scrawny legs, and im too lanky.
i stand out wherever i go so people just stare at me..
times i have been out, my “friend” just went off with some guy and left me by myself so i just went home.
i hate my friends and we usually just sit in silence.
also at my prom thing i really didnt want to go. but i was forced and everyone was on the dance floor. i dont dance cause im too tall. and look awkward.. all my friends just went dancing and had a good time. i just sat on my own in embarrassment then went and hid in the toiletes ..
it’s humiliating. but i cant bring myself to relax. or be happy.
my sister and her boyfriend bought me a ticket to this party event but i couldnt go. it was so rude too cause they paid but i couldnt stand being left alone sitting at a table the whole night.
i cry alot. feel sorry for myself. causee im so isolated and lonely. but i think the whole party scene is over rated. even though i secretly want to be like those gorgeous girls who dress up and have a great night and talk about it the next day.
now my friend has planned to go out for her 18th in our town.
i cant go. im so scared. wer going to meet people from school who will just lauigh at me, and people are going to stare at me. i have no clothes to wear. how can i get out of this.? it will be hmiliating like it always is.
its a big drinking culture where i live. people look down on you and think youre strange if you dont go out.
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